The Black Marilyn

Khloe's Hidden Diary The Black Marilyn

For as long as I can remember I've had this diary, a little black book I'd keep hidden under my mattress. I'd run to this book after every encounter I'd have with a guy. Whether it was good or bad, my diary was who I shared my story with first. Although I shared most of my stories with my girlfriends, my diary was closest friend that knew all the dark details of my life. This diary is filled with many emotions. From tears after my heart has been broken to stories about many of my sexual interactions. I became addicted to the feeling of someone being infatuated with me and didn't know how to live without it. When that feeling was over I was left with nothing. Not even with what I started with because I sacrificed it all for love. After being in love, the thought of being alone is unbearable. Any company is better than being alone, even if you know you're being used.